Just came back from volleyball practice!
Long day today.
4 rounds the field, non stop. (I did stop abit lah.)
But it was good training.
Was sub-ed into the game and got a few balls :)
Improvement! Stamina too.

Dear you guys.
Friends? really?
Cause if you were you wouldn't have.
There was a reason why I told you, I trusted you.
But I dont think you acting infront of me makes you any better?
Imagine if you told the FULL STORY.
Hiding your part of the lie? Very smart.
Its okay.
Theres no need for me to show your sneaky little fox tail.
It will soon be revealed itself.
Even better now you've let the weight off my shoulders.
Let her know the truth.
Cause the longer the lie hides, the deeper it hurts.

You.
Gah. Its just like this okay.
Its normal. We feel awkward when we know the truth.
and its pretty awkward when you still didn't do anything different about it.
but I guess a cold war pretty much helped. That I have always believed.
I'll try to talk to you more kay?
and i'm sorry, for being mean.
and try to stop being weird :p

And you.
Sorry lah. If I did something wrong.
I just dont know how to fix things okay?
and if thats the reason to why you made that decision, then fuck it.
I dont want to say anything,
whatever fuck it is. I really dont want to know.
If the answer is no. Just say no.
Dont even apologize cause I know its not anywhere near sincere.
Plus, I'm pretty sure you just ruined another persons main intention and hope.
I bet thats exactly the reason why he said "I dont know" when I asked him just now!!
I BET!!!
You know what. Just fuck it. I dont wanna know.

If I knew it earlier, my serve at training just now would have been THE BEST SERVE IN CELINE'S HISTORY OF SERVICE!
I'd treat ur head as the ball and whack kao it! I swear.

Needa chillpill.
Pfft.
Shall take a shower now.
Hope I didn't get any sunburn :/
The sun was worst than nuclear man.
So much rage to release.
Bath bath bath bath bath bath bath bath bath bath bath bath bath...
Go bath Celine! :)

xx
You're the reason why I look forward everyday.