SUCKS TO BE ME.
Sucks to be me when it comes to holidays.
Forever stuck at home, sigh.
Cant wait to grow up man.
I know I shouldn't grow up so fast, but because of the urge of going out,
I really want to speed time up.
Everyone will be out after the last day of exams and I will be alone at home.
Everyone will be out celebrating their results and I will be alone of home.
Everyone will be out watching movie and having outings and I will be alone at home.
What fucking nonsense is this?
Damn 7 sien man my teenage life.
I'm like locked up in a freaking box.
Its damn unfair when my brother gets to go out since form 3 and I don't get to do shits till now.
Everytime I get into an argument with my mom about this,
She will give me the face and change topic.
Sometimes I really hate her.
Holidays are great.
But sometimes not really that great for me.
At least in school I get to see my friends, whereas during holidays I only see her face.
Sigh.
Should get my mind off this.
I always say I'm over this issue, but I know deep down, I'm really not and I never will.
My mom's friends and all the auntie uncles will always say
" Enjoy your teenage years while you can my dear. "
How the hell am I suppose to enjoy my teenage life when I don't even have one!?
But oh wells, there's no point arguing with adults right? why?
CAUSE THEY ARE ALWAYS RIGHT.
Sigh.
Teenage problems.
No.1 problem, can win grand prize, gold meddal.
Mom.


xx