Monday, September 10, 2012
I can't keep this in anymore
Heyy macha :')
I miss calling you that.
Nurin's saw your tweet and Novette told me things.
But don't blame her,
I forced her to.
I guess you've finally realised what we've turned into?
Finally understand the message I was trying to send to you?
You're my best friend,
you always have been & i can't afford to lose you.
How long is this cold war going to go on for?
When is it going to end?
"IS BEST FRIENDS NOT ENOUGH? WHY MUST YOU FALL FOR ME"
I've always wanted to scream that to your face.
But I've figured I have no rights to blame you for liking me,
instead I should be grateful.
But look at what we are now?
I couldn't say I'm glad you gave up.
What an evil person will I be to do so?
I feel awful the moment they told me,
I felt like I was killing you from the inside.
Am I?
I want to give you a hug,
for apologies.
But it doesn't bring any good to a broken heart does it?
I can't mend your heart,
I can only sit beside you and be there for you.
Will you do the same? Like you've used to?
Why an asshole?
Because I know deep down inside,
you're the nicest guy I've ever met.
The type I can fully rely on and trust.
xx
