Wednesday, March 7, 2012
bad mood.
6.3.2012 & 7.3.2012.
yesterday and today were one of the most emo days i ever had.
everybody said so.
i've been thinking too much lately.
maybe i'm just too worried that things wouldn't work out as i want it to be.
but no matter what happens, i want to be brave this time.
i want to take a leap of faith.
there are so many things in life that pulls me down.
but i want to learn to ignore those obstacles and continue what i've sign up for.
screw you people, whatever you think about me.
to Bitch No. 1.
Firstly if you want me to attend something, talk to me with a nice tone.
and not yelling at me like this :
"YOU BETTER COME FOR MEETING THIS WEDNESDAY"
"there is meeting this wednesday?"
"DUHH."
excuse me? don't DUH me when there was no notice on the board saying there is gonna be meeting this wednesday. and no one came to inform us juniors.
PLUS. you guys as seniors should inform us a week earlier!
do you think that everytime you inform us last minute, we must end up for meeting?
have you ever thought of how we are suppose to ask our parents?
most of our parents are already complaining why is there meeting almost every week and so last minute notice?
AND TODAY.
we purposely made ourselves free for your meeting and how long did it lasted? 20minutes max?
you asked for our opinions. what trip do we want.
we gave you our opinions and you said :
"why dint you guys made any sound about it during meetings?"
OH WHY? THEN WHY DO YOU GUYS ASK FOR OUR OPINIONS NOW?!
PLUS. whatever we suggested you decline.
fine lah. no need to suggest.
you said :
"Can you guys think of a more educational trip?!"
IS GOING TO A CHOCOLATE FACTORY & LOOKING THROUGH A GLASS, A VERY EDUCATIONAL TRIP?
Bitch please.
Think before you open your mouth.
You guys as seniors expect us to know everything.
but how are we suppose to know ANYTHING when everytime during meeting you ask us to excuse ourselves and come back later?!
why must senior B.O.D. have their own meeting? aren't we all B.O.D? aren't we suppose to learn from you?
to Bitch No.2.
you're not gonna change the fact that i like him, and you stand no chance to change that.
if you think its funny, or you think i'm showing off,
OR EVEN if you think its impossible that it will work out.
i do not want to hear it from you, because you are not him.
how would you know? if one day he came to me and ask me to be his?
even if its impossible or you think i'm dreaming, you have no rights to tell me what he thinks.
AND STOP TALKING SO LOUD BEHIND ME.
i'm not death.
thinking it will make me jealous?
Bitch please, ure lucky i do not spread out ur secrets.
please settle of your own problems before you interfere with mine.
MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS.
Here, i want to thank a whole list of people who cared and supported me when i was feeling down.
Novette Soh.
Kenneth Ong.
Chia Win Son.
Tan Xiu Ling.
Lee Mun Yee.
Yap Li Teng!
Kow Kay Jun.
Stanley Khoo.
Kah Ming!
Sabby Chan.
Stanleigh Jenkins.
Lydion Yap.
Diana Sio.
Janey Ng.
Iain Goh.
Andrew Mah.
Teacher Henry :)
Wesley Wong.
Marisa Yong!
Marisa Yong!
Chee Han Xin (beloved cousin) :')
and maybe a few more which i may have forgotten.
Thank you :')
you guys mean allot to me.
