Monday, August 1, 2011
should i...?
SIGH.
its like... i feel like giving up but i cant.
as Diwern posted on her fb status:
"You're stuck in my head and I can't stop thinking about you. But I barely even know you, is it even possible?"
I DON'T KNOW..
we've never talked,
all i know is i have really strong feelings for you.
feelings i cannot explain.
you're not like any ordinary cute guy i see.
I've been admiring you for more than two weeks and i still cant get over you.
i don't know how to start a topic with you.
i walled you on Friday but you dint reply. *and i saw your wall, you online-ed yesterday.
i inboxed you just now, but i don't think u're gonna reply either.
i feel stupid doing this.
feel stupid having this little faith that only i believe in.
but i don't want to give up, i don't want to.
cause, i really like you.
NOBODY close to me is supporting me.
all they say is :
"you don't even know him, how can you like him"
sometimes i want to ignore you guys,
but that really just puts a knife in my heart.
i know i don't know him, but that doesn't mean i cant like him ;'(
if only you guys could give me a little faith,
give me a little confidence,
give me a little time & patience.
GUYS, PLEASE UNDERSTAND THIS. I REALLY REALLY LIKE HIM.
i don't know should i give up on this, and listen to you guys?
or continue my LITTLE BIT of faith,
hoping you guys would be there for me, SUPPORTING me.
sigh..
i feel so left out when i spill out his name in front of you guys.
i feel stupid. i feel hurt. i feel....
i feel like i don't know what to feel anymore ;'(
special thanks to,
Hui San, Diana, Shu junn, Sabby.. and a few more i think i left out?
for very much understanding how i feel.
i do not like to show my emo-ness to you guys in school,
but sometimes, i just cant take it in anymore.
i'm sorry.
i'm so hurt, but you guys just wont understand
i feel like crying now, bye
;'(
