Monday, June 20, 2011
lost in myself.
sigh. i know is the right word.
because you made me like you, and you left me.
maybe i tried to overcome that feeling, but i guess i just cant forget it.
its just, everytime...
i have this urge, i want to see you.
i want to talk to you, but you just don't feel the same anymore.
i went to find you 3 times today, and at last i found you.
but you din't wanted to talk to me, you kept avoiding me.
you know J kept saying things like "why you two so shy/awkward/quiet together?"
i feel weird cause...
i want to, i want to talk to you and make things not awkward
but why should i do something that you don't feel comfortable with?
i like you. i am serious.
but i know you don't, so no point me crying over spilled milk.
sigh, i just don't know what to do
i just don't like this feeling i'm feeling now..
its like i'm between nowhere :'(
